I HAVE TO KNEEL!!!! HURRY UP!!!!
So I knelt, and scooted, and re-thought my frustration. The need to kneel was too weighty, and so I scrapped my plans to kneel where I planned to, and knelt where I was. It was nice to have plan, but to let it go when a perfect opportunity presented itself was freeing. It made me very self-conscious. I don't really think people were looking at me, but just the same......... Also - I saw a little boy much better - I couldn't see the top of his head. I started to try and decide what things he might think of as the focal points in the room and made a sculpture out of some things that I gathered (ljs).
Also - I don't get how to post a picture here - can anyone help me figure it out?