Tuesday, November 11, 2008
There was so much traveling today. I was in a group for all of it and taking slow steps really wasn't an option. I got frustrated by that, but then tried to take swift-conscious steps instead. It dawned on me that completing every task with a set idea of what I'm going to do each day really isn't possible, and I'm glad/pissed off about that at the same time. Glad that I'm not living a life that I can entirely dictate. Pissed off that I don't have control of everyone-thing-where. It's a lot of work to be flexible. A choice. Sometimes its not fun, but its always possible (I think).